Last night when I got home A took time and space to hear what was on my heart. He was soft, open, loving, and compassionate. When I looked in his eyes I felt like I saw a man that was feeling sadness that I struggle to believe I’m worthy…The one he wants more than anything. Ewww…for the first time I can see how my insecurities and struggles are impacting the man I love.
Now I feel this great motivation to change my thoughts patterns….I don’t want my imperfections to affect him in a negative way. This is a part of me I’m ashamed of and I wish I didn’t deal with.
Well…this is me. Imperfections and ALL.
I am lovable
I am worthy
These mountains I climb will lead me home
